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"I am committed this school year. I am going to write a Bible verse on my chalkboard every week to inspire my children. I believe this will start our year off right."
I made this commitment three years ago. The first verse I wrote was I Thessalonians 5:18 “Give thanks in all circumstances for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” Little did I know, the written chalkboard verse was a lesson for me.
A week after writing the verse, I was tested with the questions. Was my faith strong enough? Could I really be thankful in all circumstances?
We had a huge thunderstorm at our house. The lightning was fierce like I had never seen before. My husband and I were about to fall asleep when we heard a huge boom. We knew the lightning had hit something close to us. As our home alarm was set off, we started to investigate. I called the alarm company while my husband went outside and saw the lightning had hit our roof and our house was on fire.
We quickly grabbed our girls and our dogs and left everything behind. I remember being in a state of shock as I watched our home burn.
The next six months out of our home would be filled with many challenges. I admit I was not so thankful for these circumstances. Yes, I was thankful that my family was safe, but I am sad to say I had a couple of meltdowns in the process. I felt misplaced, chaotic, overwhelmed and weary.
[tweetthis twitter_handles="@wayfmradio"]Relentless grip on my comfort & my things had to be loosened so I could enjoy the blessings around me.[/tweetthis]
In the following months, God would refine the rough places in my heart that needed to be smoothed. I came to the realization that my relentless grip on my comfort and my things had to be loosened, so I could enjoy the blessings I have around me. God was sifting my perspective, my idols and my pride.
Renewing my Perspective
My world needed to be disrupted and my faith needed to be deepened. I am a busy girl, too busy. But there is nothing like a fire to stop you in your tracks. You have little control over anything. My faith deepened during this time and I learned my God was much bigger then any fire. I remind myself with II Corinthians 4:18 “So we fix our eyes on not what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”
Removing my Idols
Initially, if you were to ask I would tell you things and comfort don’t matter much to me. I learned this was false. Things had a deeper hold on me than I could have imagined. Being without my home and my things was not easy, but I was reminded my faith, family and my friends are the most important. Romans 12:2 “Do not conform to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is – his good, pleasing and perfect will.”